How do you move on after loving the same man for 5 years. I was in a 10 year relationship but I didn't love him my current boyfriend is the first man I ever felt true love for we are the same person we share everything he was more,then my boyfriend. We had so many issues but I swept them under the bed he cheated on me so many times he was abusive and beat me and I stayed he made me believe no will ever love me that all I was good for,is sex and I'm a grown woman I have 2 children one who is in his 20's. I have never been in a relationship like this in my life. I don't understand the control he has over me. I know it's not healthy I lost all my friend my family is like done with me I lost 2 jobs cause he threatened my coworkers even called one and asked him if he was sleeping with me. I guess because I'm 42 years old I feel like my time is up and I am scared to be alone. Any advice would be helpful. Thank you
Katie0512 Katie0512
41-45, F
Sep 1, 2014