And pretty thoroughly (;P). I just haven't gotten around to the goodbye part of it yet. I know I should, my gawd, my best friend was telling me to do just get it over with months ago but I just...didn't. I think its because I suck at official goodbyes. In the past, leaving worked pretty well for me but alas, even that has lost its effectiveness.
The point is, I have so many conflicting thoughts that I'm not entirely sure what I think...and I don't like being all jumbled up. Hence the need to say goodbye. *
* Sorry if this isn't coherent, I didn't particularly write it with cohesion in mind. I just need to get at least some of my thoughts down.