I Will Never Forgive Myself If I Dont.

I have made up my mind, and I will be back in louisiana in the morning thanks to my sugar daddy. I just cant go the rest of my life wondering what would of happened if I went saw my mother before she died. I just have to tell her how I feel, I would never forgive myself if I didnt. I never thought that I would return home just to see me mother. I dont understand why all of a sudden I feel that I have to tell her everything, I guess it was the shock of the news that she only has a short time left to live. I dont know how long I will be gone, because if everything goes right, I plan to stay out there till she passes. If I am not wanted there then I will leave as soon as possible. I dont want to make this harder on my mother, I just think that mabe she does want to see me one last time, maybe she has something to tell me, or maybe she just wants me to stay away from her. I dont know but I will try..
imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
18-21, F
2 Responses May 10, 2012

U`r doing the rite thing, she will only be here for a while.<br />
I pray u have the will power to go forward.

Good for you, stay strong.