My Past Haunts Me
It's like a broken record in my head. I have been doing everything I can to change my thinking when it creeps in. I don't want to hold on to stuff I want it all to go away. I guess I have been hurt so much I have put up too big of a wall. I want to be happy again and get past all of this. This last time I got hurt really has set me back and I am still taking it all in and trying to let go. I know it will get better I am just scared it will happen again. I am so out of it I don't know if I ammaking sence. I have a lot of other things going on in my life too which just adds to it. I want to feel better.