How Do You Stop

How do you stop feeling sad when its way down in your soul, I am glad to be feeling it again even if it is sadness for years I hid my feelings no one knew and i thought of my self as quite cold, I just shut it off was easier I guess one year 6 people died that I cared for the next year 3 more that was way back then in 85 and 86 ..for some reason now I'm letting it out of my system
GrannyGumps GrannyGumps
51-55, F
1 Response Jun 16, 2007

I cannot relate to losing people to death, but friends and children that I care deeply about, I never see and everyone is too busy with their lives to give me much of their time. I am feeling discarded and unimportant. Although I also have held in so much emotion for 30 years. I let it all out for 1 whole year and am now starting to recover from depression.<br />
I am too young to give up yet!!!!