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I am usually sad all the time but have had a few moments that I actually felt good I wish I could feel good for allot longer time , I have talked to others that are not depressed they cant understand what it is like I guess I do understand them I don't know what it is like to be happy without depression. I have been like this  way back since I was a young girl. I wonder sometimes if there is a secret I have like did something happen to me when I was young, or if people can just be borned depressed
GrannyGumps GrannyGumps
51-55, F
1 Response Jul 1, 2007

i have similar feelings. and the people around me are noticing a huge change. i dont want to burden them. i just wish i could be happy too. this site helps. i'm glad i've found people i know will not judge. keep your head up. maybe there's hope through this.