I Get So Depressed

I get so sad when my mate starts his crap with me, I am suppose to act and dress certain way to make people like me if They don't? what is this its been going on for years, I should know better only now I'm really starting to think about it , for one thing I'm not a rude person usually keep quiet I always feel weird in crowds I do try to talk sometimes but when a person snubs you and don't want to hang with you you sure cant make them can you, when it comes to my mates relatives friends I am suppose to be some perfect woman i guess not i do get put down like why didn't you smile more,talk less or more dress better. play games learn more games what they like to do. i am to feed up right now my whole life has been for  hell I don't even know, I am trying to break this hold I think Ill have to leave to do it I feel like **** all the time know....
GrannyGumps GrannyGumps
51-55, F
1 Response Jul 3, 2007

Screw everyone else. You're fine just the way you are. If people don't like it, tell them to **** off. Just do what you want to do, and don't let them say ****. If they do tell them to stfu. Seriously. Don't let people try to change you, tell them to stop trying because it's a waste of time. Changing people NEVER works, unless for some strange reason you actually want to change for them, which you shouldn't, you should only change for you.