I need to talk, about very serious things, things that gets to me. Not little girly things, things that are mostly destructive, just one of them could destroy one's life, and I have lived several of them. not loved by parents, lied about biological father( who wanted/wants? to knwo me), ******, rape. I've taken care of myself alone. I feel exhausted.
Okay, then, my salary can afford me to see a psychiastrist, or more, liek I think I'd need, an analyst. I could go for a "free" psychiatrist (not what I need), and first they "touch" you, for a "routine" medical treat, mys ***, and I can't stand to be touched by people I don't know, if I don't consent, I don't want to live that more, to the rest.
You know what? I wish there were more doctors like House, at least what he does , fcitionally of course, is for his patients. Not for a stupid commonplace ethics, that's not etichics than just a law that is old, has-been.