I Was Abused So Badly As a Child.
I would like to tell anyone who is reading this what happened to me as a small child. I have never told ANYONE this before and wasn't even going to share it, but i felt that i finally should. In a previous story i said how my father would get drunk and slap me around alot when my mom went out of town on business trips... well he was doing things to me long before he pushed me down the stairs...
When i was four or five i remember always being terrified of my father when my mom went away. He would hit me and kick me. I never told my mom what he did to me because he said that she would get mad at me and be disappointed in me. I was a child i was afraid.
One of the times my mom I was watching TV and he came into the living room and grabbed me by the throat and through me to the floor. He kicked me in the head, chest and stomach then he sat on me and wrapped his belt around my throat he pulled it tighter and tighter until i stopped screaming and i passed out. He must have through me into the walk in closet because that is where i woke up. He kept me there for what seemed like days. I remember this so well. Because he kicked me so hard he broke four of my ribs and gave me a concussion. I was left in the closet with those injuries for a day and a half before he took be out and took me to the doctor.
Another time that really stands out that i would live to get off my chest and tell someone wold be the time that he kicked me in the privates over and over again. When i managed to get away he grabbed me and tied up my hands and feet so i couldn't get away again. I remember vividly the blood streaming down my legs. He then pulled off my pants and shoved batteries up my Annis. He then put me back in the closet with them still in there and my hands tied up. That time he kept me there for 3 days. That time he fed me. But he fed me high fiber foods. You may be able to see the problem with that. eventually he took me out and took me to a differnt doctor. The doctor said that i had a shattered pelvis that time.
I seem happy among my friends and stuff but im a good actor. these memories haunt me and i can never feel safe from them. I am thinking that i should tell my mom but what can she do? what can anyone do?