Paradox

It may sound paradoxical, but I believe in myself, I see my potentialities, I'm convinced I can do great things...but I have no trust in myself at all. It is possible I've built a confortable mask I always need to live behind that decides my limits and reduces any risk of failure.

I want to know my price. I want to be categorized. I keep on feeling the best and then never daring to bet on me. What a confusing way to look at my own identity. And no, the idea that we are all at the same level doesn't help me: my mind understands it, my heart rejects it. Or maybe it is the opposite?
Diomea Diomea
18-21, F
Jan 7, 2013