My Perpetual Excuse

So today I realized something. People often times tell me that I tend to do too much. So recently I have been abusing the idea of "focusing on one thing". For me that one thing is fitness and my physique. I realize now that I am using it as an excuse to not go any further with socializing or mating. You see if I just say "My physical appearance is not where I want it to be". I can keep working out and no one will be any the wiser. What happens when I get there, I am guessing at least 2 years from now. Well then I can say my physical fitness is not where I want it to be. I can say I won't be satisfied till I can RX most crossfit workouts. I am still young I have plenty of time to do it. I figure I have time to focus on two or three things. Thing number two is my website.

My website will die when you pry it from my cold dead hands. I am not giving that up. I love writing my own software, I love designing my own layouts. However, it talks time and that is the hardest part about it. I really hate how hard it is sometimes.. but I guess that is life. I love having an excuse to turn my anime watching into something productive. It is great fun, and I really enjoy it all too much. So like I said, you can have it when you pry it from my cold dead hands. I mean what more can I do other than expand my career.

Finally there is cosplay, that takes up the rest of what I would call my free time... well that and video games. However, cosplay has an applicable use. I can actually have a good skill like Sewing in my useful skills. That is good, plus all the planing and practice and all that kind of jazz. That is how things are sometimes I guess.

So as anyone can see I have no time for a social life or females. Not that I do not want to have sex again some day. It is just that I have these never-ending excuses to keep me locked away and sexless till I kill myself.
ForgottenMale ForgottenMale
26-30, M
May 13, 2012