FrustratedI've been feeling out of sorts lately, and it's driving me crazy. I was recently put on two medications, and they are playing havoc with my hormones. I have hypothyroidism, and my doctor has been adjusting the dosage to figure out what will work. In addition, I'm taking another medication that affects hormones. I'm not sick or anything just trying to regulate a few things.
The downside of this one-two punch is that my emotions are all over the place which is extremely frustrating for someone who prides herself on intellect and logic.
Having my emotions readily available is an occupational necessity for me, but I'm used to having control of them. I'm feeling a bit out of control, and do not want to start acting like the kind of woman I don't want to be nor have ever been (overly emotional, jealous, bitchy, irrational. That's not who I am. I've never been a jealous person, but I've had twinges lately and responded impulsively then felt like an idiot afterwards. Don't want to hurt anyone or be involved in drama.).
I like being more of a guy when it comes to the way I think about particular topics, but lately, I've been responding differently to stimuli, and I don't really like the emotions I'm feeling as a result.
Plus, not being able to sleep isn't helping.
Would somebody please just shoot me (or do something else to me that I'm craving), and put me out of my misery? Ugh!