**** Everything

My life is ******* pathetic. I hate it. I wish it would all just end. No one knows how much I ******* hate myself. I have no one to go to or talk to and my life is just pointless. No one cares what happens to me. A cry for help is just seeking attention. ****. If anyone knew the self harm I used to do to myself... I dont do it anymore but latly ive been wanting to. Im slipping farther and farther into a black hole. Depression is always taking over my life. No matter what I do. I'm way to young to be feeling like Im never going to go anywhere in life. But its the truth. I am useless, pointless and ******* pathetic. I have no one. I have no actual friends. Never really ever had a close friend. The last best friend I had died. I just need someone to talk to. To listen. To not question or make fun of me. I don't want anyone to even ask me anything. I just need to get some stuff off my chest. need to lighten the Weight jist a bit. This isnt even close to everything in fact its almost nothing but I just need spill some of my thoughts to someone.
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Jan 20, 2013