I Am So Pissed Off, My Husband Is a Jerk!
Last night I went to my sisters bachelorette party. He went to work. He was scheduled at a time he did not like. I was too drunk to drive, so I called his work and told his work mate to tell him I will be going there in a cab and I will see him soon, meet up with him so he can drive me home. well then the location was closed and I called again to find out the new one and they said he was already gone, so I had to get another cab. He doesn't have a cell phone. I almost was stranded. When I go thome he was very rude and a jerk to me, I told him you are getting a phone, this is not going to ever happen again. I am tired of not being able to ****** contact him when I need to and him not being there when i need him to be. I narrowly escaped having to sleep on the grass all night and he didn';t even care! He didn't say I love you, he didn't say welcome back, he acted like me coming home suddenly interrupts his night, when he SHOULD be welcoming me. At least he dragged me onto the couch, that shows at least a tiny bit of compassion. When I woke up, I went upstairs to the bedroom and he was half awake. I wanted to see if he would say I love you or smile or come closer to me or anything and to my dismay he did NONE of that. He talked about how he had a meeting at 10 am and I said I need to pick up my car from the parking garage. He acts like last night...I come to be around him because he is my husband, and it is like I'm intruding on something when i was hoping he'd welcome me being around. Then on top of that he complains about some sort of thing he doesn't like and blames me for making it worse...sort of an "if it weren't for you" sort of attitude, like, "I don't need you here you're distracting from me hating my problems go away". On top of that, he doesn't want to share anything with me in anyway, as if he suddenly forgot what sharing means. He's being icy, rude, insensitive, curt, and ignores what I say then accuses me of not telling him what I JUST told him that he ignored. When we get to my car I say "thanks for dropping me off." Waiting for him to say I love you first. No way am I going to say it to him if the response isn't meant and is a blowoff. Might as well not say it. I'm not going to be always the one saying it first every time. Making me even more pissed off, he doesn't say it. So i think, **** you. He acts like everything he has to do is more important than what I have to do and what I say doesn't matter and if I try to talk about his stuff with him he acts like everything I have to say about it is pointless and irrelevant. GGGGGG!!!!! I am so mad I hate him ahhh!!!! Since there is according to him nothing he hates more than meetings, I privately hope he has the worst metting from hell that can happen!!!!mwaha!! when he comes back and tries to talk about it I'll ignore him and act like he is interrupting whatever bullshit I'm doing. Which for him, involve sitting on the couch doing next to nothing, except pot smoking which you'd THINK would put him in a GOOD mood and make things fun, but no it's just he gets irritated and it's like his response to irritation---what a horrible use for something otherwise fun, calming, and happy... anyway, I wonder how long before he figures out that he is getting a taste of his own medicine. I am not going to make any effort to be around him and instead will be distant from him. Now it is HIS turn to be the one looking for me, saying I love you and having a mumbled indifferent response or having to repeat it, HIS turn to walk into a room to be with ME and I will be the one acting like him being there doesn't matter.
Just he wait!!!