I Need To Know Why!

I need to know why you like him more than me. I need to know why you like an abusive idiot more than me. I need to know why you like an alcoholic more than me. I need to know why you like a man who would bash a woman more than me. I need to know why you would like a drug user more than me. I need to know why you take their side over mine. I need to know why you didn't stand up for me. I need to know why I am so unworthy to you. I need to know why I am so unlovable. I need to know what I have done to deserve this. I need to know why complete dickheads are treated better than me. I've never done anything wrong in my entire life. I need to know why you treat me like ****. I need to know why I am shunned whenever I speak out. I need to know why you are never on my side. I need to know why you ignore me. I need to know why you have no interest in my life. I need to know why you let him stay here. I need to know how you could forget what he is. I need to know why you like a monster more than your own daughter.

Mediocre Mediocre
22-25, F
7 Responses Mar 16, 2010

Thankyou toovy

I'm so sorry you feel this way M. Feeling unsupported, unloved and second-hand to your own parents is never desirable to anyone. All I can offer is "I'm sorry" from a friend.

Sadly this person wil never be out of my life now...just another blessing for me ...not.

My parents are choosing this person over me, non related, if that helps?

Jumping to conclusions again from the last line. I hope this person is out of your life - or on their way to being...

Noooo neither. No one in my family would do anything like that!

This is about your father & brother? Just checking.