You Cannot Fathom It...i do not think this person can even fathom how much I need them in my life. They have practicaaly been thru every step of both my childrem from pregnancy #1, all the way thru to 3 years old, and I also have a 2 year old, so this person has been thru a lot of hard times with me. Unmedicated bipolar disorder and 2 pregnancies, what a f'ing mess. This person has always been the most support I have ever had in my life. I want no one but him to be that. He understands me inside and out, as I do him. We have such involvement in each's kids and just everyday living. He is one that if I need comfort, I do not care just to be on the phone and hear him breathe. That alone is comforting. What everyone calls those uncomfortable silences I never experienced with him, even if all was silent in our dealings. HE MAKES ME SOOO HAPPY. I DO NOT EVER WANT TO BE WITHOUT HIM.
Sad point is I think I unintentionally push him away in ways, as he does to me.
A little messed up relationship, we have, but I wouldn't give it up for anything.
SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 1 Jun 23, 2011