I could never tell my friends, or really anyone, just how much I need them, or even that I need them. I am not comfortable reaching out to others when I am hurting, or when I am going through a hard time, its just totally not me at all. Its not who I am. I wish it was, it would make, going through certain things, at least a little more easier, because I'd know that I'm not alone, and that I have friends, who are there for me, but than again, I kn ow its my fault, because I never tell anyone that I need them, or need someone to lean on.

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1 Response Mar 7, 2010

Lol i wish i could hide my feelings i lean on my friends to much!