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And I Miss You

Theres so many things id like to tell you but you make it hard to speak them out... i know i have no rights for you anymore and i understand... but let me know what you decide, it kills me to be on fire with you all the time... i just need you in my life and i will forever need you here and there, all around...i need you around me....just because youre my better half... but the more i think of you the crazier i become and i cant help but think about you all the time...even while making love to another man....
i need you and i dont know how to tell you...because there is no turning back anymore.... and i know im selfish but you know me, you know what i feel and i feel that you complete me... we wouldve never been the perfect couple but we'd be as perfect as we could....and that would be enough for us to last forever...
time healed only some of the pain, but it cannot heal the wound of a lost soulmate....and thats what you are to me - my soulmate...
and so many times i would write to you all i feel and so many times i deleted it all....... because no matter what, i cant let you see how weak i really am.....because you dont care enough... 
my entire being suffers without you...
i love you...
misunderztood misunderztood 18-21, F Jan 10, 2013

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