I Only Cry Alone

I have extreme social anxiety so when im with anyone but my husband this wall comes up even at family funerals. Crying is like seeing someones,soul their vunerability or crying can be used for manipulation so unless im hurt , frusterated and angery or just plan sad and im not with some one i trust then i wont cry. Its literly like an off switch.
owlee owlee
31-35
Sep 10, 2012