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A Lost Child

 forgotten by those who should love her.

failed by those who should have protected her.

she feels like she can't ever fit in

because he life's not a pretty picture.

all she wants is to make them proud, 

she knows that she won't suceed.

she tries so hard not to hide away

closes her eyes and tries to believe.

that one day someone will find her

and love her for who she is

she holds on tightly to her dreams

to survive she must to do this

for she doesn't want forever

to be a lost child

she needs someone to discover

she's more that just a lost child

 

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mexeb mexeb 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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It is hard to walk away, but you must for your own self-preservation. In my case, it wan't just my parents. My mother in law and my husban'd family were cruel to me. Since I had a daugther, I felt like I wouldn't walk away. I began distancing myself from them. My mother-in-law died about a year ago. Since that happened, and my own father diied, I am feeling strong enough to take charge of my life.

I have always felt alone, but recently everything has become way too much and i am in deep depression, i used to be motivated only by the point of not letting them win and not letting them break me, but now i feel like they've crushed my soul. I have just been to the doctor who referred me to a top lady who may have a hope in helping me, but i am afraid that i can't be fixed. <br />
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I am SO sorry that you still feel lost as an adult, i'm 22 and still feel it but i can't imagine how much it would hurt if i carried on feeling this way. Its so hard to find the strength to walk away from the past and the hurt because it's like a part of you but i'm glad that you feel your strong enough to start now and you can inspire me to do so aswell. xx

I have been this lost girl, and I stayed lost as an adult. I am 45 now and trying to find out who I really am. It hurts to be betrayed by partent, loved ones, etc. I am now finding the strength to walk away from the hurt. It is not easy. I still have all those painful memories come up, but I am learning to shut them off.

I have been this lost girl, and I stayed lost as an adult. I am 45 now and trying to find out who I really am. It hurts to be betrayed by partent, loved ones, etc. I am now finding the strength to walk away from the hurt. It is not easy. I still have all those painful memories come up, but I am learning to shut them off.