One Little MistakeMy first love was when I was 15, I was crazy in love with this crazy in love guy and we did crazy things, always breaking up and going back out, ignoring each other and then having the best make up. I was a virgin. I told him that he loved me more If we didnt do it. When it was over, he told me that it worked, he DID love me more. I went to a party and drank because I was crushed by a rumor that he got another girl pregnant. The host of the party dropped exstacy and ruphees in my drink and i lost my virginity that night.
My mom put a TRO out on my Boyfriend and I came out as Bi.
I just couldnt go back to normal.
Then I got it more together and planned to contact him again, 5 years later. Only now he's got a baby with his new GF.
Tell me that's okay.
ChicaLoca808 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 May 13, 2012