He Slipped Away

I never got the chance to tell you how much you meant to me nor how you impacted my life.  My life will never be the same.  I don't know why it happened and why you took my heart like wild fire, but you did.

Perhaps it was the timing in my life.  I had experienced so many losses prior to meeting you and our encounter.  I lost my home, my job and most of my family.

It is difficult to go through my daily routine with no contact.  Sometimes, I think I can't go on without the contact and then I realize, that it has to be you to make the contact.  It would mean so much to receive a phone call, a note, something where you initiated the encounter.

I pray daily that I will be able to accept the outcome.  It is the unknown that I am afraid of....

I have to have faith and I am working on that part.

I am also praying for you that you will find peace and walk away from the addiction.

I love you...forever

mysweetangelbaby mysweetangelbaby
56-60, F
3 Responses Aug 1, 2010

I wish you a very good luck in that girl.. I hope he'll get back to you.. and i kinda infact know that he'll come back to you..as he still wants to be with your personal things and thats what shows that he still has feelings for you and thats something good.. although mine one went away for money.. and I know she'll not come back .. but in your case.. .its kinda clear.. he'll be back and the love you guys shared... it'll blossom again :)<br />
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Regards, <br />
T. M.

Hi Roxanne1960<br />
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I just received a text from him (response to my text) on Sunday rgarding some of my personal items. He does not seem to want to give my personal items back....subsconsiously holding on...for some reason..<br />
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I think that says something. Whatever the case, I appreciate you kind words and prayers. I will pray for you too and your happiness.<br />
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Bev

Bev<br />
You touch my emotions with writing and the pain you suffer for the one you love.<br />
I really hope you find him again and get the happiness you deserve.<br />
Savour the love you have shared so far. You will be in my prayers.<br />
Best wishes<br />
R