I Just Didn't Get It!

I remember when all the girls at school starting obsessing about boys, to me there behaviour seemed absurd.  They way they would stalk boys or sit on a certain table to get a better view.  I wanted to fit in and I convinced my self that I to was into boys I had posters of my favourite boy band on my wall and could gossip about how much I liked Nick Carter.  In my head I'd be daydreaming about my girl crush but on the outside I'd acting as if I had a boy crush.  I never had a crush on male celebrity or any boy until i was 15.

I don't really notice men, sure I can see that they are good looking, but I am not attracted to them.  I have never gone all gooey over some six pack and don't really see the appeal of the male physique.  Men are just men, I like them for the people they are and if i do fancy one it is about the person.

I just didn't get what the big deal was about boys, they never seemed that special to me!

eelarc eelarc
26-30, F
Feb 20, 2010