I Am Pathetic.

Want to hear how pathetic I am!?! I've NEVER had bf & I'm 29yrs old!!! THAT also means, I'm STILL a virgin & I've never been kissed!!!! It's probably due to the fact that I'm shy, quiet, nervous, worry-some & overweight person. :( I wish I could get one!! I REALLY want one. Cuz then I could have sex & not worry as MUCH about getting preg as I would if it was with a total stranger!! U know? PLUS, it could lead to MARRIAGE!!!!!!! :)
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2 Responses Jan 12, 2013

Your not pathetic. Life is never fair, never goes as planned. EVER. Many times it is hard to accept what we have been given. Its not even our own fault at times, some times it is also.

You're not pathetic. I'm kinda like you except I'm 21 and not really "looking" for a boyfriend. Not everybody is meant to go through 7 guys by the time they're 13. And tv and media only makes it worse . My advice to you is to stop worrying so much about finding a boyfriend, it would only make you crazy and a bit depressed. And you should do something for yourself that would help you gain more confidence. You said you were shy and I'm assuming you're a little self conscience about your weight (I'm sorry if I'm wrong) so join dance class or zumba or something. This post really helped me when I was feeling sad http://rookiemag.com/2011/10/never-been-kissed/ . Hope this helps :)