I'm Broke. Sad.

Oh my.  I'm almost 30 and I have no savings.  I had a rough childhood and when I started earning, I felt (and still feel like) I wanted to treat myself.  Then I took care of cats.  Now there are 10 of them (had them spayed and neutered already).  I feel so bad not being able to help out my family as much as I want to but I can't seem to stop myself from "treating" myself.  I feel that everything is a need.  My boyfriend doesn't know this, while he has started saving for us.  I feel really bad...:(
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Jun 24, 2010