I Am Sorry Giggles..........

I never wrote it about you, it was never for you..........

It was for me, I wrote it to get all that stuff off my chest..........

I was hurt, devastated at what had happened..........

The stuff I wrote in a moment of hurt and pain..........

It was clouded judgement and angst, nothing more..........

God Mother Dearest, if I had known it was going to hurt you I would never have wrote it..........

I cannot bear the fact that something that "I" wrote has hurt you..........

You know how much I love you..........

You know how highly I think of you..........

You are my family Mother Dearest..........

And I love you..........

Please don't hate me..........

Please..........

TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
26-30, M
2 Responses Feb 9, 2010

I hope everything is okay with you....<br />
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So many times we write/say things that just represent our feelings or state of mind at that point of time...

Oh, dear child, I don't hate you, that word is not in my vocabulary. And I could never be angry at you. My heart broke that you felt you couldn't believe anyone that said it to you. We all fall into the "everyone and anyone" category and we were so sad that you felt that way. Now, understand dear one, I write like you.....to release the pain and get it out so it doesn't overwhelm me. Your family loves you and always will. ((hugs))