I never told you that I'm so sorry things got so far and way out of hand. It shouldn't have gone on for so long and in a way I wish I stopped it. Had it not gone on for so long maybe it wouldn't have been so painful and being difficult to get over to this day. It probably doesn't effect you anymore, but it does me and probably will for the rest of my life. First love, I guess if love hurts that much. I will never forget you and that sucks.