Just MeI dont easily trust,been burned and hurt,also have been taken advantage of
I have three brothers and we dont really talk. but i am ok with it.
My mom passed away about 15 years ago with cancer.My dad is alive but we dont talk.
I am 43 and live alone.no relationship and not really looking,my last breakup was a mess...
I am a very honest man and i own my actions, I have not been kind to some of you on here and for that i am sorry and will look to improve this.I get to the point and dont like drama or negative people,sometimes i can be my own worse enemy, I am very hard on myself,but always look to improve.
do to my life experiences,some times i can have a short fuse and am finding it happens mostly here and dont know why yet...
Holidays are hard for me, I am usually alone,Thanksgiving and Christmas are the hardest..some times i get a little down and lash out so please bare with me and put me in my place if i offend you..Deep down i am a very caring person.but sometimes walls will go up and old tapes will play out in my head at times i feel i am broken and dont want to live !! but i am working on this.
Like i have said my own family did not want me around it has been a tough life.
that is all i can write for now it is bringing back bitter memories