If The Shoe Fits...

I am NOT at all happy with the person i have become..actually..I believe I am ever so SLOWLY comign back..I realize I may never be the person I WAS, but...i have evolved into a near-hermit...I do go out..dont have social anxiety...in fact wish I could socialize MORE..I have one thing I do for myself and that is karate..it has put a new lease on life for me..extremely positive... i dont have the motivation...the DRIVE I used to... and I'll eb DAMNED if know how to get it back..I feel limited by my surroundings, my fear...apprehension...i veen have ideas of what I want to do ...but the fear is holding me back...ugh...
tarotstar63 tarotstar63
46-50, F
Jul 15, 2010