The Death Of My Pericous Mom Whom I Just Can't Let Go.

My mom died in my home on july 15th of 2010, and every since then i just can not get past it. Every night i'm having good dreams and scarey dreams, and i feel like she's trying to tell me something. I even drempt that i was laying beside her in her coffin. We were so close and i took care of her for 18 teen years. Until today, i still haven't been able to cry. Last night i prayed to god to let me have funny dreams so i could sleep. I've felt my mom kiss me and hold my hand. I know this because i got down on my knees and begged her. If someone could tell me what this means, i'd be grateful.
thelmamoller thelmamoller
51-55, F
May 9, 2012