i am 17 and i just finished school, when im driving or sitting by myself i always think about if i died would people miss me, i feel like all the people thought where my friends are avoiding me and making excuses why they cant talk atm, i am starting to believe that if i die they wont really miss me, that ill jjust be another body in the ground. i feel like i have made all the wrong decisions in life, like not paying enough attention in school and not studying and stuff like that.

thanks for readingĀ 
hellomynmeis hellomynmeis
Feb 12, 2012