I Think About This Every Day

I think about who would miss me when I am gone. I sit here and I realize that I dont have any friends, not even one. I have no family as they disowned me and I dont have any one. at my funeral there will be one person standing there and that will be the priest. He will be the only one watching my casket get buried in the ground.
Jayyymz Jayyymz
22-25, M
2 Responses Aug 12, 2012

Hi there,

Wow, that's really sad! I hope you feel better now. I've thought about it too, but when you think you're all alone, you are wrong. Someone will care, even if you don't realise it.

You feel alone, you say? Change it! You have the power in your own life! Don't let depression take that away from you. There are tons of people that feel like you do. You just have to look for them.

Everyone needs a friend, but realitycheck: they won't fall out of the sky. You have to make friends yourself. It is your life and there's a reason why you're living: make the best of it.

Each day is a gift and not a given right! So take matters into your own hands, even if it is difficult.

I'll pray for you! Just.. keep holding on. Things will get better, eventually.

I feel the same way... Recently I thought about death... And whether I'd want to be buried or not. And what it would look like to see my coffin sink into the ground... And I realized, no one would be there to see it anyways.