What If I Hadn't Moved?

I often wonder what would have happened if I hadn't moved 1000 kilometers away on a whim when I was 18, and met my husband. Would we have gotten back together like we think? Would we have been able to turn what we had into a slightly more traditional relationship? Would we have gotten married? Would I be happy, or would I want to leave after a few years? Would you have wanted kids, and would I even want you to father my children? Things would have been so incredibly different in my life, but would I actually be happier? I often wish I would have taken more time to explore my options, and live life as my own rather than settling down so quickly. Now I will never know what could have been.
lilycaroline lilycaroline
22-25, F
Apr 17, 2012