Quite a Bit

I am not so bad as I used to be.  I thought that people were only befriending me in order to do their good deed or alternate to that, to gain ammunition and confirm to themselves why I was not likeable.

I still have twangs of that every now and then but have become more open.  I wonder why people take their time to know me, when we are meant to know each other best, and I truly have hated myself. 

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2 Responses Feb 5, 2009

then you should be good listener and its good for you that people trust you and share their time with you.. other wise in these days we hardly spare time for ourselves ...<br />
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take care <br />
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regards

you have to love yourself- always-ok?