~ It is me that never measures up. I'm the one who set the standards by which I judge myself...I spent a lot of years feeling inferior & worthless because I was never perfect. I don't know I feel the need to be perfect. I don't know when that thought became part of my make up, part of my soul. I don't hold anyone else to the same standards....why am I so hard on myself? ~

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1 Response Mar 19, 2009

I know what you mean. I beat myself up daily, for the way I am and the way i look. I want to be confident. The only way now to change how I feel, is to change myself. Starting to today. I'm buying a treadmill, and I'm on a goal to jog 1 mile everyday at least.