Considered a Curse

As an over-actively-analytically minded being, I am subject to much torment from the ever skeptical and scrutinizing inner-monologue inside my head. Sometimes I wish I could simply take things at face value, instead of having them picked apart on an operating table by my subconscious mind.
*sigh* Even writing this story is a battle; I have just 'backspaced' what I really wanted to write here. A distressing keyboard bashing to express my current distress over a girl and an unsatisfactorily positive text message. Maybe I should be writing in the "I am confused" group.
I need a drink.
rhubarbjunkie rhubarbjunkie
18-21
May 13, 2012