I Did It Too

I overcame self-injury. I used to cut myself. Sometimes I'd burn myself with hot water, see how red a black girl could get. It wasn't life threatening or anything..

Actually, I don't even know why I stopped. Before, when I came home from school and felt numb, I'd cut myself and I'd feel something. Granted, it was pain but at least it was something.

I want to cut myself again. But, it doesn't help anymore. I still feel pain, but it goes away pretty fast. I wish that I could feel the same as I did last year, I think life was better then.

I hate now.
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Jul 18, 2012