Driving Home..

I have a very long commute to work.. Its about 2 hours one way.. I dont mind it most of the time.. It gives me time in the morning to drink my coffee and listen to music.. I just recently started to wear depends while at work.. I cannot wear my favorite diapers because they are way too bulky to go unnoticed at work.. Now I have never really wet the depends while at work because they always leak on me and never hold all my pee.. Today, just before leaving work, I realized that I have to pee, but figured tonight would be the night to try to wet my diaper while driving.. So I started my 2 hour commute home.. 15 mins into my commute I came across an accident (what looked like one) and soon realized that they were not letting anyone by yet, so I was just sitting there. I was trying so friggin hard to go, but my body would not do it.. After about 15 mins I start to think that maybe I am being "shy" because I am at a dead stop with people next to me, so I decided to get off the highway and detour this accident.. I tried the whole way home to pee and I could not do it.. 1 exit before my exit, I got off to grab some dinner at the drive thru.. I pulled into the parking lot and by this time I felt like my bladder was going to burst.. I quickly pulled into a parking spot, undid my seat belt and at that moment my bladder let loose.. It was the best feeling ever.. I quickly realized that since I was only wearing a depends and not a real diaper that not only had I filled that diaper I had also soaked through my jeans and all over the seat of my car.. After the initial shock that I had soaked everything, a feeling of comfort came over me.. I quickly put my car into gear and pulled up to the speaker to order my dinner.. Drove through, flirted with the girl while sitting in my pee was a wonderful feeling.. then driving the couple of miles home.. When I got home, I was a little nervous about getting out of my car and walking into my apartment afraid that someone might see.. Funny, that was the least of my worries.. lol.. No one was outside and no one saw me, but as soon as I got out of my car I was hit with the VERY cold weather and damn it was cold.. It felt like my *** was turning into ice by the second.. I hurried into my apartment and to my shock as soon as I walked in my door, my bladder let loose one more time and since my diaper was already at maximum hold, I just stood in my hallway and peed.. what a liberating feeling... Now all changed and in my real diapers and hoping to fill this one very soon.. :)