I Peed In Front Of My Doctor
Okay, this just happened today and I feel so bad about it. I was at my OB doctor's office and had a wonderful female exam today. My appt was during my lunch from work and so I ate first, had a lot of iced tea to drink and rushed to the office. I had to go to the bathroom when I got there and figured I'd go after I checked in. Well, they called me into the exam room right away, so I didn't have a chance to pee. That was my biggest mistake. I'm shy to begin with and this is a male doctor, so I really was not looking forward to this to begin with. I go in, put the paper over me and sit on the table. I'm in there by myself as I wait for the doctor. I have to really go by this time and I'm panicking, not knowing what to do. I'm looking around the room and wonder if I'd have time to go in the sink without anyone coming in and seeing me. I would have gone and used the bathroom, if I didn't have the paper cover over me and my clothes off. As I'm waiting, I feel like my bladder is going to explode. I'm holding my crotch now, so I don't pee. I felt a tiny bit come out and make a wet spot on the paper. Now I sit over that so the doctor won't see. I'm rocking back and forth on the table and it's not helping that I"m also freezing, since I have no clothes on. Then the doctor comes in with the nurse. I'm freaking out in my mind thinking that there's no way I can pee in front of him. He talks to me and then it's time for the exam. I'm so scared I'm going to let it all out, but I trying with every muscle I have, not to pee. I put my legs up and feel his fingers going in my vagina. That actually didn't feel bad cause it was like he was blocking my bladder so it didn't feel like I needed to go as bad. But I must have felt really tight and tense cause he told me to relax. I did that and he took he fingers out and began to feel around my stomach. I thought I could pee a little to take some pressure off and he wouldn't feel it. I did but more came out than I wanted and it was really hard to stop it. I did but I felt a big wet spot under me on the table. As the doctor came back and looked, he saw it. He asked if I had urinated and I told him how badly I needed to go. He said it was okay, that it would have been more comfortable if I went first, but he would try and be quick. He put his fingers back in, along with the spectrum to hold it open. Then he pressed on my bladder. I started squirming and trying to put my legs together to hold the pee in, but some came out again and he told me I would have to stay still. I was almost in tears now, thinking I won't be able to hold it much longer. He saw how scared I was and told the nurse to go get a pan so I can urinated in it and I'd be more comfortable. She went out of the room, but then he continued to examine me. He pushed harder into me and pressed on my stomach and I started crying because I knew that was it and I couldn't hold it anymore. I started telling him to please stop as I started peeing all over and couldn't stop it. He put his hand over my vagina and let his hand get all wet. It was almost like he was enjoying feeling me pee. Then he held me and hugged me telling me it was okay. I was so embarrassed that a guy saw me peeing and felt me peeing too. The nurse got there right as I was about done and said she was sorry she didn't get back in time. They got it cleaned up and then the exam was done. My face was so red and I was so scared. I'm still so embarrassed about the whole thing and don't know how too feel better. What was weird too, was it was almost like the Dr wanted to see and feel me pee because it was almost like he was purposely pressing hard on my stomach after he sent the nurse out and made me pee so he could see me. Do you think that's possible? Anyway that's my story.