I Didn't Mean To

When I was single, I had a list in my mind of what I wanted the man that I would spend the rest of my life with would be like. So, I would watch them and keep them at a comfortable distance to evaluate whether they fit in with my expectations. I would keep them as friends and wait for their true colors to show. One man that I dated waited two years. I guess, looking back, he is one of my regrets. I dated him and then broke his heart. He still holds on to that hurt and I regret hurting him. He fit my list, but like always I found fault that made him not worthy. I decided that he was too passionate.....go figure. He was also an artist. He loved me, but I never loved him the same.

Don't get me wrong, I love my husband and feel that my life is where it is supposed to be. I just wonder sometimes if I was at one time too picky.


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1 Response Oct 3, 2011

😃 feel for your husband now! You cant love him that much!!!