Ill Never Be Ok

OK so i freak out over things that could never happen.

i lay awake at night and think of all the horrible things that could happen to me or the people i love.

it'll never make sense so don't try to understand me. i worry myself sick over the dumbest things ever. i play out the situations in my head so that maybe just maybe if it ever does happen then i might be a little prepared for it.

i think of things that don't even make sense to me sometimes. i wish i could just be normal and relax, but i cant. i just cant

simplyXcinderella simplyXcinderella
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 9, 2009

you can. you just can. i do it to. but i realise i cant never be fully prepared. i realise that me thinking like that dosent help, it hinders. just stop thinking. listen to your breathing and stop thinking. watch waves/leaves and dont think. then think of the millions of ways you could help someone instead.