Want Peace

I'm in a wheelchair due to cancer for the last 1 1/2 years and I can't deal, wish I could. Just want to die, but I live in assisted living and I need help with almost everything . I am tired of hearing it will get better and God has a plan for me. I'm just exhausted and beyond depressed. No more pills. I attempted suicide a year and 1/2 ago, before the chair , I didn't want to be suffering the way that I am now! But someone found me and we'll here I am. I want it to be successful and I want to be the only accomplice. But I need help!
Oddball12 Oddball12
36-40, F
Dec 9, 2012