Hugs

Your hugs are my heaven
Your scent is my favorite
Your arms hold me close
Protect me
Form outside forces
I'm sorry
That I tense
But I'm just scared
Scared for what might happen
I don't want to cause any pain
To anyone around me
But it may be inevitable
I either hurt you and myself
Or hurt many more people
I cherich your hugs
Their warmth
Their security
Yet I fear them
The uncertainty
The confusion
and the hurt on your face
When I shrink away
I can't help myself
The confusion I feel
with your hugs
cause pain in my stomach
and pain in my mind
I don't know what to do
Accept them
Reject them
Hugs are friendly
as well as something bad
cvercimak cvercimak
13-15, F
May 21, 2012