How I Started Pooping My Pants

I got my start through pretty common means it seems. I was about 12 years old when I had an accident and let out a small log into my pants. I was embarrassed but also curious at the same time because it didn't really feel that bad.

Several weeks later my parents were gone for the afternoon one day, leaving me home alone, and that day shortly after they left the accident came back into my mind. I was still curious about it, so I decided at the time to line my underwear with toilet paper and try pooping in my undies. I really wasn't sure how to do this so I took a pee standing at the toilet and then sat down like normal, leaving my undies up. I then slowly began to poop in my tp-lined undies, and was surprised to find out how much I liked the feeling. Clean up was simple as I hadn't gotten any poop on the undies, it was all on the toilet paper.

Of course the next challenge I wanted was to poop my pants without lining them with TP. Since my mom always took our laundry to a laundromat, it wasn't really gonna be possible to wash my own undies. So the next time we went shopping I told my mom I needed some new underwear - this allowed me to select several pairs to stash away for pooping.

I was a latchkey kid, and so I had a couple of hours each afternoon to myself before my father would come home from work. I think within the next week or two I came home and felt a good poop coming on, and slipped on one of the pairs of older briefs. This time I didn't line them, and I didn't sit on the toilet. I stood sideways in front of my mothers full length mirror and watched my briefs tent outward as I stood there loading my pants with nice, warm, firm poop. I was completely hooked. As I would do several dozens of times over the next years, I then cleaned up and discarded the briefs.

By the time I was 13, I got bold enough to wear my "retired" briefs to school and began to occasionally load my pants at the end of the school day before walking home. I continue to be surprised that I walked the halls of my middle school with a big load in my pants, but I did. Once every week or two at least.

I'm now 29, and I 16+ years later I still enjoy pooping in my pants. Its hard for me to estimate but I'd say that in 16 full years of loading my pants I've probably pooped my pants close to 500 times. I have just realized that it is at least a small part of me...it hurts no one, and it still feels good. It has no negative effects on the rest of my life-- I have a gf (she doesn't live w/ me and doesn't know of course), great job, everything.

Since I graduated college I have consistently continued pooping in my pants with varying frequency...sometimes multiple times in a week, sometimes not for a month. I do it in the privacy of my apartment, and sometimes I poop my pants in public places too (Car Wash, Wal-Mart, etc). In July my girlfriend is moving in with me so I'm not sure how regularly I'll continue to poop my pants. But I'm sure when she isn't around I will take full advantage.
pantsloader pantsloader
31-35, M
4 Responses Mar 8, 2009

I have been pooping in my jeans since I was about 10 years old and still do everyday. it is a great pleasure to me.

just tell your girl friend your fetish I have had that talk with many of them over the years and they all understood and some would even help me out from time to time..

good story enjoy and keep enjoying it.

Great story, I am totally into it as well. Since about the same age, or maybe a year or so younger. Are you married now?