Pooping My Pants On Vacation With Miss Barbara....

Near the end of my recent vacation with my "girlfriend" Miss Barbara and after I nearly had an "accident" in my pants I finally got up the nerve to confess to her that I enjoy purposely pooping in my pants. I had always wanted to tell her but it took this vacation plus being slightly drunk for me to feel comfortable enough in our relationship to do it. I was relieved for her to be understanding and accepting to it as I know most people probably view it as being very strange. When I told her she asked a lot of questions about it including fantasies I have that involve me pooping my pants. Although I had been drinking I was still pretty embarrassed telling her everything. On each of our last three days, she made me poop in my panties for her. The first two times she told me to do things that I do when I poop my pants at my house. Both times I watched myself in the bathroom mirror and *********** as I filled my panties with very soft stinky poop. The first time I came while smearing it around on my butt and the second time I came while sitting in my poopy panties. I really got turned on both times but OMG, it was so embarrassing to have her watching me and worse, smelling me! Even though I enjoy smelling my very stinky poop in my panties I felt really embarrassed to have Miss Barbara smell it.

There were a few days on our vacation when I had multiple bowel movements but I was always very consistent in having a daily BM right after we got back to our room from eating breakfast. That included those first two times that I pooped in my panties for Miss Barbara. When we finished breakfast on our last full day at the resort Miss Barbara suggested we go for a walk on the beach before going back to the room. I knew she was up to something as we normally would have changed into bathing suits before going for our walk. We hadn't walked very far when I told her that I needed to poop and we should probably go back. She said we should keep walking and I knew then she was going to make me poop my pants. After another five minutes I was starting to get desperate and again told her I needed to go back to the resort to use the bathroom. Miss Barbara then reminded me of our conversation a few nights before, how I told her it excited me to poop my pants in public and that I had fantasies of being embarrassed and humiliated by being seen with poop in my pants. She kissed me and said she loved me, then smiled and said "now be a good girl and poop your pants for me". It really excited me to be told to poop my pants and I then stood there on the beach and filled my panties with soft creamy poop.I was very glad to be wearing black shorts that were not real tight on my butt and other than the smell Miss Barbara said it wasn't too obvious. Walking on the beach wasn't bad but when we got back to the resort I was nervous going through the lobby area and was especially worried as we waited for the elevator. Thank god no one got on with us and we made it to our floor without stopping. When we got to our room I enjoyed sitting in my poopy panties and ************ while Miss Barbara watched. She commented on how disappointed I must be for not getting the full embarrassment that she had hoped for but said there would be plenty of opportunities for that after we got home.

We are planning to spend this weekend together so I suspect my time may be coming. I can't imagine what she might do in order to embarrass me and as crazy as it seems, I'm kind of anxious to find out. I'm also really excited that I will most likely get to poop my pants in her presence again this weekend. It's already been two weeks since the last time with her but I have pooped my pants a number of times on my own since getting back from vacation and that's still as enjoyable as ever. This morning before going to work I enjoyed one of those spontaneous moments and it was wonderful!