So I discovered a while back that I am in love with diapers.. I love to pee in them and fill them to capacity and have them leak... But I was against messing my diapers because I dont like going to begin with.. I did try last week. but my body wouldnt do it.. Now I have been snowed in for 3 days now.. going on 4 and I have been in diapers the entire time. Yesterday, I realized that I had to go really bad. I was in my bedroom, so knowing I had the diaper on, I just squatted and I went!! I was totally fascinated that I was finally able to go in my diaper.. so of course I wanted to know what it felt like to sit in it (as my boyfriend likes to do) so I sat down and wiggled a little bit.. boy what a rush!! I actually enjoyed it.. Now yesterday, I did like it, but was so nervous about cleaning up and a little upset that I didnt get to fill the diaper fully (pee) that I guess I didnt let myself enjoy it completely... So today I felt it coming on, but I hadnt leaked out of my diaper yet.. So I decided to hold it until I was able to pee one more time.. Finally I was able to let loose and I filled my diaper and the pad I was sitting on.. I think its one of the best feelings to know that I just peed not only in my diaper but made a big mess :) I then walked into my room with my very wet diaper sagging between my legs.. I walked over to my bed and squatted down next to it and messed my diaper.. I again sat down in it.. but this time was different. Maybe because my diaper was soaked from all the peeing I did it it and maybe because I wasnt nervous about it, but I sat down and enjoyed the feeling for quite awhile.. So I officially enjoy pooping in my diapers.. I just wish I could wear them 24/7 and have someone there to change me all the time too.. Well, maybe some day..