I don’t really know how to express what I am feeling – how can I possibly release this pain without it tearing at my soul and leaving me in pieces…I have held onto it very tightly believing that no-one wanted to know…I don’t think anyone really understands what I have lost – how empty the absence of one person can make you feel…he was only a man – not a perfect man by any means – but he was everything to me…our souls connected a long time ago and he will always be a part of me…but he is gone, his love has dried up and he has taken a part of me with him…if you give your heart to someone what happens when they walk away...

Flugelblues Flugelblues
31-35, F
5 Responses Apr 19, 2008

Thank you, unlimited...I hope that you are right - I think it will be sorted out soon enough...

Someone may just come along when you least expect it. Good luck

Thank you sun - knowing that you are here has made this all so much easier.<br />
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KK - i believe you are right - we are not solitary creatures - we need companionship - i know that eventually i will find my other half!!

We all will be with who we were ment to be one day .. I don't believe that any of us are born to be alone forever

I hope you are right j4p - that gives me some hope for the future!