Started Hrt Today

OK well I couldn't hold back. I placed the order a week ago and they came yesterday. Three month supply of Estrofem and Spiro. So I took my first dose today and I am hopeful I will feel some relief in my life. My therapist, when I was seeing one said, you'll know if they are right for you by the way you feel. We'll see. I am doing this oon my wn and have told no one. Check back for updates.
DebbieAlecia DebbieAlecia
61-65, T
10 Responses May 11, 2012

So how are you now Debbie? Have you tried a low dose of the spiro? Like half a tablet? Start low and work out to see how it affects you. Going on and off is common for us gurls, I've done it to. Trying to see what works for me on a mental and physical side. So far so good. Primarily I just feel better physically and mentally, much calmer and happier. Really weird how that works.

that is what I am doing. Doing have spiro once per day so 50mg and 2 mg estrofem. Same thing, feel more calm but at the same time ready to explode as a woman. It is all I can think of and hope you don't mind me saying this, but horny as hell.

i got them from in house pharmacy. had to stop but started again this past sunday. it hurts feeling so feminine without being able to really go all the way. i am in pain

well??? how is it going now?i am thinking seriously about starting.
Luv, Jessica

still taking my fem pills although due to travel had to take a few days off. So I just measured and came up with a 38B, I'll keep you posted. Feeling girly.

Day 21,,,still going. Don't take the spiro everyday, the potential side effects scare me. love though to take the Estrofem and knowing i have female hormones in me.

Took the day off today so I could have a girl day. Totally dressed and made up, feels wonderful. I began taking hormones almost two weeks ago. I know this is not the right thing to do because I cannot really come out. When my wife finds out I am f**ed. I don't know how far I will go but I just feel so much like a girl, I almost can't stand it. Every woman I look at I want to be. I see everything as a female and can't go a minute without thinking feminine. Before the hormones I thought about femininity a lot. Since beginning it is all consuming. I have a healthy sex drive and hope that the Spiro curtails that, I don't want to think about sex all the time. In the past two weeks since starting though I feel even hornier, I guess it's the eroticism of taking the Estrofem. In any event, don't know what will happen to me but I wish I could go to sleep and wake up a girl...bottom line.<br />
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I could use support, one way or the other. Peace.

they take a wile to kickin hang in there

day 11 and I just took 50 of Spiro and have an estrofem melting under my tounge. I feel so wonderful inside but nothing of notice to report. I just love that the hormones are racing through my body. It's hard to describe. Feeling a little content.<br />
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Debbiealecia

pleast told me how you feel now after one year,your body must be great , all we wants to one day came out womans from our prison

One week tomorrow and nothing to report yet. Maybe a little calmer but that would be psychological at this point. I feel hornier, if that is possible. LOL. I feel good that I started but don't know how far I can go. I am scared. No one knows I am doing this I want to feel right. Starting in the summer months probably wasn’t the smartest thing to d but…we’ll see. Hugs

Fabulous sweetie<br />
Please let me know how it goes. Maybe start a diary blogspot that we can all subscibe to for support.<br />
Hugs<br />
Sammi