Life As A Recluse
I dont know what lead me to write this, perhaps a need to express my innermost feelings reguarding life. I long to live as a recluse. My dream is not riches and secular attainments. I only desire to live in a house up in the hills of san diego close to nature. I would love to get married one day to my Lady and raise my family there.
I've lived in NYC all my 31 yrs, and am so tired of the huslte n bustle here. I own my own business and work at it everyday. but seeing peolpe motivated by money and willingness to do anything for it is just plain sickening to me. My friends are all in business like myself, and talk about it and material things all the time, I mean, I like material things n business too but damn!! there is more to life then that. I feel myself changing, my interest lean more toward philosophy, meta physics and self improvement. but as I carry on, I feel more and more alone, I am progressivly losing interest with existing friends. But I'm wondering, how can I etch out a living as a recluse? Please share some ideas or just let me know what you think about my situation.
Its not that I totally dislike being of the world, I just feel an innate need to disconnect from it from time to time...