My Reality Sucks

I am really struggling with my life at the moment. It is just so miserable and I simply do not have any excitement in it at all. It is just overall too depressing and because of this, I much prefer fantasy. I find myself that I read fantasy books all the time to get me away from my reality. I also love watching films and anime just so that I can forget about my life and start thinking about those fantasy worlds I am reading and watching because they are a lot more exciting and happier than mine (well some are anyway). Also, I find that when I have had a really good dream, I will drift away into that fantasy world all day and try and get back in it when I go to bed that night and that is what helps me sleep.

I would rather live in a fantasy world than live the life that I am living at the moment.
BeautyOfSuffering BeautyOfSuffering
26-30, F
May 6, 2012